home alone

So, I'm home alone on a Friday night and I don't know whether to be happy about it or sad. It's not really hard to find me home alone any more. Joey is a Marine in Okinawa, Japan. Jessica is 18, has her license and a lot of friends. Matthew is mad at me and staying with his dad. I don't have a significant other but I do have a lot of friends. I was thinking "should I call someone and find something to do? Should I be happy that after 20 years of almost always having someone with me or needing a ride somewhere, I finally get some time alone. Am I lonely? I have a lot of craft activities and things to do at home, along with the computer and the internet. I guess I am just going to have to learn to navigate through this new phase in my life. If I was working, I would probably be exhausted and lying on the couch half asleep this evening. We did a lot today and have a busy weekend ahead. I should straighten my hair so I will look decent in the morning without much work......I'll let you know how it turns out.